Now all things i just need to wait....
this just for my future..
hardworking at my study...
hardworking at my work....
but y my feeling so tired and lazy?
i so stress for my life....
my work...
my study...
& my family.....
i try to no cry i brave to solve my own problem....
at this moment i rely very hard to breath....
i still cant forget my family cruel to me....
i love them....
why i get the way treat from them like this?
i miss the sweet time with them....
just because money all also can change...
my heart so tired....
i want the long rest....
i hope can relax...
hope can get forget the bad things...
hope i my mood will be happy...
luckily still have my friends accompany me...
& luckily my love also....
thanks for u all caring me....
i will be happy as soon as possible...
hope i will no make u all disappointed...
hope i no cry anymore...
i want happy always....
god....
give me a power please...